IM SORRY

I want to start off by apologizing.

I'm sorry

When I first got you I was so excited. So happy to have you in my life, apart of my family, apart of my tribe.

You were welcomed, arms wide open. Received and wanted by us all.

As time passed things started to change.

I'm sorry.

You lost your excitement, your joy, that sparkle in your eye.

Your smile started to fade, even you color wasn't the same.

You became dry and brittle.

I'm Sorry.

I never really understood your plight, but I tried.

The thick crowds that tried to hinder your growth, the leeches that would hide behind your beauty and joy. Sucking you dry, day by day.

The slick sneaks that thrived in your sadness, not asking or caring how you felt, when they lived rent free in your emotions.

I'm Sorry.

I didn't see the signs earlier.

But I'm here now.

I'm here to work with you, through your thick dry roots.

I'm here to help get the leeches and slick sneaks out of your heart and soul.

I'm here to talk to you and listen, to you share your experience.

I'm here to nourish you back to health, to the point where you are no longer ignored, but blooming.

Showing off your beauty from the inside out.

I'm here for you 24/7 - 365 just like you will be for me.

My Yellow annual mums.

I'm Sorry.

If you love someone tell them.

I love you.

Destaynee